And just for a while... I had forgotten...

And just for a while... I had forgotten...

15/02/2009

Writing letters to no one.


Dear you,
Daring me.

Thinking you'd reply...
And you did
Ignoring all I cry.

I wasted my time
Painting the words
I wanted you to say
But you hate my art.

I failed.

But soon I will dance,
Leaving all behind
Staring at Sun
From the dark.
And no one will read
The letters I'll write.
My dear...
I'll fly.

Dear you,
Daring me.

Behind that rock I learnt
How to be
a "full of misery".

Feeling how your
Sun still shines.
The same old dance
Which I denied.

Disharmony awoke,
The day I lost,
The will I will...
Give up.

And soon I will dance,
Leaving you behind
Staring at Sun
From my dark.
And no one will read
The letters I've write.
My dear...
Goodbye.


03/02/2009

My Sweet Dark Home


No,
no matters how far,
I've sailed with my thoughs

You're soaring the pain inside...

While I weep,
In every tear,
Staring at me.

Bathed in crimson seas...

And I won't
Keep looking for
Stars in this cold...

Night in which my sorrow becomes...

My sweet Dark Home.
My Love,
Broken while I...

Run,
Away from the sun.
Fate: this dust;

The ashes of love's eternal flame,

Dead by your shame,
Cursed by my blame,

Blessed to late for a filthy light,

Which sparkled in vain,
And failed in my...

Tortured soil and begs for a breath...

Within this lie.
... My skin.

LyraGothe,,


16/01/2009

Loveless

My daybreak seems dead
A picture of unfullfilled dreams,
Hung up in a wall of pain
A vein which constantly bleeds!

So I let fear take care of me,
Neither love, nor hope came here.
My daring pride died within!

And I run Away in the soil of sin!

No, really, I have no choice...
Anyhow... It's over.
Pain lies away in restless guilt...
And as ocean without sky,
My whole life hovers
And I cry again for the loss inside.

My life... It ends with the neverending sorrow...
Lost, now.
And I feel how the moon devours my emptyness...

Selfish, 'cause I keep you
In every dream.
Forever to stay
Here with me!

And over and over again
This failure turns into sick
Filthing, my dearest wish.

No really, I have no choice...
Anyhow... It's over.
Pain lies away in restless guilt...
And as ocean without sky,
My whole life hovers
And my starving soul now cries for you!

"And the humans will dance around filthy pollen,
while God coughs up the blood he has stolen.
Their empty lifes will survive as a falling,
while a bitch on their mind looks out for black honey.

And the world wouldn't be as a garden,
because you wouldnt be as a flower
because your soul with their cold with cower
And your life would be a heavier burden."

LyraGothe,,

24/12/2008

Just like Hell


My dear...

Spring dies in time where darkness blind.
No eyes, no voice, no one feels the call.
Closer now, my hope's grave
Buried alone with those lies...

A dream fade away... while a wall from Heaven fell...

A prison, my death.
Cold crimson state
Why have I to see these gates?

My dear... I said
I would give you breathe,
And I wept...
Promising you the Hell.

The best secret kept ever
Dying in my prayer
So far away from the sun...

My skin burns in the fire,
And guilt lives as a burden
In the fire of death...
Just like Hell.

To remind that dreams
Won't never be forgotten,
As the fire of death...
Just like Hell.

And hurting as heart
Pounds in my soul
As the fire of death...
Just like Hell.

LyraGothe,,